Yea, I have nothing

Today was the first day since January 28th that I have not left the house. And I mean, I did not leave the house, not even one step out. Now that it is 10:00 at night, I feel like I have sort of wasted my day and should have 1) gone for a walk, 2) gone to the grocery store, 3) taken my 4 yr old to ballet, even though she woke up too late to go, 4) gone tanning, 5) bought a lottery ticket - any of those things would have served me well. But I cannot say I was a total bum inside either. I did some laundry - yes, bed linens count! I cleaned two toilets and this would be a victory, except there are 5 bathrooms and so I must do two more tomorrow (no, I do not even consider touching the boy's john- GROSS!). I did dishes, made meals for all of us all day, started cleaning out the pantry, and tried, unsuccessfully, to take a nap. I have also made a decision on going back to school, which is one of the things on my list. I will get into that when I start, but I think I can mark it off.

I have tried to read & write today, both unsuccessfully. I am going to chalk it up to being tired and not getting that much needed nap - and now that I think about it, I have not had any coffee today! WTF? Anyhow, my book club is reading The Red Tent and I am sure one of them mentioned when I was not listening, but it is about characters in the bible. That is not turning me off initially, as I have heard the book is good, but man I cannot focus on reading. I have also given some thought to writing a book and nothing is flowing from my brain - as you can probably see from this boring entry. Yea, I have nothing...good night gracie!