Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Sabotage Part II

Sabotage is what I do best. G says that I have a fear of success. I am wondering if I fear success or if I feel like success is something that I really don't deserve. Or maybe it is a combination of the two. This was part of my epiphany from last night. I am not depressed or melancholy or feeling sorry for myself, but this is the path I am going down when I am truly introspective.

So now I have to decide how much of this is true, real, genuine, what to do to get past it, and how to move forward given my propensity for being driven. It could be possible that I have lost my drive, but could that really be the case?

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